Friday, March 4, 2011

沮丧

如果我是住在高楼我可能已经跳下去了。真的很沮丧。想死。可能我是有忧郁症。。。自虐倾向也越来越严重。。这次除了咬自己还撞墙!! 真的疯了。昨天之前。。。我还很正常。。。但是孩子一哭不喝奶我就发疯了!!还想杀了他再自杀!!!! 我真的受不了自己!!!有什么东西可以让自己冷静吗? 我真的受不了自己的疯!! 需要看医生吗?
为什么我会这样? 为什么? please someone tell me what can i do? y i so grazy?? what can i do now? i just cry ...bite myself......knock my head to wall......GRAZY......................................i GRAZY ald.........
Baby if u dun wan drink milk....i oso no need to eat!!!! i feel so sad when u dun wan to drink milk n cry like hell..............i feel so down about that.....so sad...............baby u know i love u....i worry about u...y u dun wan to drink milk????